I wish he knew… It’s not him…
He knows why I want to cut but he blames himself… I lost what raised me… I wish he could understand but he can’t he’s almost forgot it even happened… I haven’t… she reminds me every night in my sleep every time I look in the mirror, or see a mother with her little girl… going to the mall and seeing a mother and her daughter and the daughter having this “fuck My Life” look when I would die to have that back… to have those moments with her again…
I want her back…






